Thoughts... (too many)

Oh no.
I hope he arrives soon.
I sent the note like we said.
I hope he hasn't forgot about our pact...

He is all that I think about. It sounds silly, but he is my salvation. With him, all is right in the world.
These 11 years have gone by so quickly. I told him to wait, but that was too selfish of a request. I know he has moved on. I hope he is happy. But could he be happier?

I know I could be happier.


Why does it take 11 years to change this? I hope he is still the one that I've wanted...